Saturday, March 26, 2011

Shy Heart

I've asked my 'heart' a million times what I want to do.
Like, really.
I even asked it out loud. But it isn't answering. 
And now I think I'm going psycho.
First of all, I know the 'heart' doesn't really make any decisions. It's all the mind. 
What you want - and the consequences.

And choosing a career, I guess there are a lot of consequences.
Namely, how rich you can be.
I don't really care about the passion and stuff like that.
After all, no matter how great our career choice is, we can't escape all the problems life throws at us.
So what's the big deal if 'wrong job' is added to that problem list?



We can always learn to love something, even if it seems totally impossible. 
And even if we don't love it, we will find a way to live with it. 

At least I know I will. 
And yes, you may say - why choose to make an extra problem?
Perhaps so I can overcome and become a stronger person and bla bla bla?
(That was my attempt at philosophy :S)
Or maybe if I don't think of it as a problem, it wont be. (<Attempt at internal psychology?)
                                                          
Maybe I could have a love-hate relationship with my job.
If it works with people, why not me and my dubbed 'future'?
(P.S. Isn't the baby like CHO cute??)
In the end, I really don't have any conclusion what-so-ever. 
But time will tell. And if it doesn't, it's 'time' to beat the crap out of it.

  
When you're rich - life can be an experiment, 
And when you're poor - it's called fate.  
And oh yeah. I HAVE MY LICENSE, SUCKERS!!

6 comments:

  1. last part so mean :P
    nvm one la no passion in ur job also ill always
    charge u up passionately :P hahahaha

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  2. Yes yashy ma! You go girl! I'll support you! *does the circular waist movement*

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  3. and now the world needs a few more additional ambulances.

    I think it's not that your heart isn't answering. Could be that your heart is hinting that it wants you to make money in every way possible? :D
    Nah, I don't know. You know you and your heart more. Anyways, all the best in whatever you choose. :D

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  4. I reckon ur future should revolve around your needs. You can do a course u prefer, but what if it doesnt guarantee u a job in the future?
    In the end, its atcually about how u balance with the profession of ur choice and ur life. But of cuz, making money matters. In the end, its money that is really important. I will say, carefully consider ur choices. U still have time. Evaluate properly what u want to do in the future and the money u expect to earn, plus the pro's and con's. In the end, you will know your path. So dont confuse yourself too much ya? Take ur time patiently.

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  5. arwin : such sarcasm!
    naim : maybe. if my heart came in the form of my mom =S and thank you! ill make sure to keep the ambulance on speed dial XD
    nar-V : yes exactly. the needs. not the wants. cant experiment with every job!! Yeah i think i have until May, latest. All this thinking is making me giddy :PPP (maybe i reli do need an ambulance?? :O)

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