Shy Heart

I've asked my 'heart' a million times what I want to do.

Like, really.

I even asked it out loud. But it isn't answering. 

And now I think I'm going psycho.

First of all, I know the 'heart' doesn't really make any decisions. It's all the mind. 

What you want - and the consequences.

And choosing a career, I guess there are a lot of consequences.

Namely, how rich you can be.

I don't really care about the passion and stuff like that.

After all, no matter how great our career choice is, we can't escape all the problems life throws at us.

So what's the big deal if 'wrong job' is added to that problem list?

We can always learn to love something, even if it seems totally impossible. 

And even if we don't love it, we will find a way to live with it. 

At least I know I will. 

And yes, you may say - why choose to make an extra problem?

Perhaps so I can overcome and become a stronger person and bla bla bla?

(That was my attempt at philosophy :S)

Or maybe if I don't think of it as a problem, it wont be. (<Attempt at internal psychology?)
                                                          

Maybe I could have a love-hate relationship with my job.

If it works with people, why not me and my dubbed 'future'?

(P.S. Isn't the baby like CHO cute??)

In the end, I really don't have any conclusion what-so-ever. 

But time will tell. And if it doesn't, it's 'time' to beat the crap out of it.

  
When you're rich - life can be an experiment, 

And when you're poor - it's called fate.  
And oh yeah. I HAVE MY LICENSE, SUCKERS!!

Driving License

I've been going to driving classes in Kapar, and all, and tomorrow is my QTI!

QTI stands for Qualifying Test at the Institute by the way. Weird, weird name.

Anyways, I am wayyyyy not ready to take any Q, T or I. 

The QTI consists of four parts. Or two, if you want to be all stuck to the rules.

Bahagian II is where you drive. On the road. Not so bad. All you have to do is just be scared whenever a huge lorry goes on the right/left side of you and may just crash you and you may just die. Nothing much.

Bahagian III is the more dreaded part where you have to learn how to park, park on a hill, start moving when you  have unnecessarily parked on a hill, and do a three-point turn. 

(Bahagian I was the Ujian Undang-Undang Keselamatan Jalan, by the way)

The best part about parking on a hill is that not ONLY do you have to park on a hill, you also have to park specifically on a yellow line. I mean, come on?? Are there yellow lines on hills all over the world? What do you do when there is no yellow line? Don't park??

I HATE the hill. Really. I'm always either halfway on the yellow line, not on the yellow line, or on the yellow line. It's all so frustrating. 

I wan button cars. You know like...

Button A : Stop on the yellow line.

Button B : Go.

Button C : Stop. Temporarily.

Button D : Park.

Button E : Engine Die.

Button F : I Die. 

Button G : Fingerprint/Retina Scan Start Button for Multiple Users (Up to 3 car users only - Password Required)
and very importantly,
Button H : Pass JPJ test and get P license.

Now, how cool would THAT be??

(P.S. Just try not to press the wrong button)


**13/3/2011 - I passed my QTI!!! ^does a dance^**